[Birds Chirping] [鸟叫声]
♪♪ [Slow Rock]
[Man] ♪ The human heart is a scary part in fact ♪
♪ 'Cause I could break you and you could break me back ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Though my head says just forget it ♪
♪ You'll get hurt and you'll regret it ♪
♪ Ask me now and I won't hesitate ♪
♪ 'Cause I'm fearful of heights and you take me higher ♪
♪ What came with you was a view to admire ♪
♪ I've always been the kind to contemplate ♪
♪ But you like the kind that don't hesitate ♪
♪ So excuse me while I fall for you ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Excuse me while I fall for you ♪
[Man #2] Quiet, please! 请安静！
♪ Thought about it long and hard today ♪
[Mouthing Words]
♪ I realized I'm standing in our way ♪
♪ Hey, hey ♪
[Clears Throat]
♪ Ask me now ♪
♪ And I won't ♪
Excuse me. 对不起。
♪ Hesitate ♪
You know, if you haven't learned your lines by now, 要知道，如果你现在还没背台词，
probably too late. 可能就太晚了。
Thanks. Real encouraging. 谢谢。真鼓舞人。
Nice outfit. 服装不错。
So, you nervous? Yes. 紧张吗？ 是的。
[Chuckles]
- So where are you sitting? - Front row, center balcony, with Alanna. - 你坐哪儿? - 前排，中间包厢，和Alanna一起。
Oh. I didn't know she was coming. 哦，我不知道她来了。
Yeah. You kidding? We wouldn't miss it. 开玩笑吧？我们不会错过的。
[Man] Got your tickets. Got your tickets. 验票。
Got your programs. Programs, five dollars. 节目单。5元。
Hey. Hey.
Oh, hey, sweetie. Hey. Mmm. 哦，嘿，亲爱的。 嘿。
I'm sorry I'm late. I got your text. Yeah? 抱歉我来晚了。 我收到你的信息了。
But I had to do a total knee replacement at 4:00. Took three hours. Can you fix this? 但是4点我得做完整天膝盖替换术。你能处理吗？
They need to quit treating you like a resident. 他们不应该拿你当住院医师使。
I think they think I am a resident. You have the tickets? 我想他们以为我就是个住院医师。 你拿着票呢吧？
- I don't. I thought you did. - Hey, sir and madam. 我没有，我以为你拿着呢。 嘿，先生女士。
May I please see your tickets real quick? 我能看一下你们的票吗?
Let's check 'em out, make sure these babies are legit. 让我看一下，确认有效。
Oh. Uh-oh. You guys are bronze package. Problem? 哦，你们拿到的是铜套包。 有问题吗？
Um, minor. I can bump you guys up to platinum package. 嗯，没什么。我能把你们提到白金套包。
It's a small fee, $22. 不用多少钱，22元。
Basically, it's better A.C. In the building, better seats. 基本上，那是这里最好的位置了。
And the proceeds go to a charity, a really cool one. You're Truman. 而且这笔钱直接捐给慈善，很酷是吗？ 你是Truman？
I'm... My German? 我是…
Our daughter's in the play. It starts now. We gotta go. 我们的女儿今天出演，现在已经开始了，我们得进去了。
Yes, I am Truman. She's told us all about you. 是的，我是Truman。 她告诉了我你们的一切。
All right. Thanks for buying the platinum package! 好的，谢谢您购买白金套包。
[Chattering] Excuse me. Hey. 对不起。嘿。
Hey. [Kisses]
How are you? I'm good. 你好吗？ 很好。
Get a program? No, I didn't. 拿到节目单了？ 没有。
I'll just look off yours. 我看你的吧。
So that took a while. 所以才费了这么长时间。
Uh, yeah. I went to see a friend. 哦，是的，我去会了个朋友。
How is she? 她怎么样？
She's nervous. 有点儿紧张。
Well, I guess I would be too. 嗯，换我我也会。
[Man] Thank you for joining us tonight... 谢谢各位今晚光临…
Excuse us. For our production. 为我们的作品。
A special welcome to our alumni and guests. Good to have you. 特别欢迎我们的校友和嘉宾们，你们能来太好了。
We are proud of our spring production... 我们为在这所大学保持……
one of our enduring traditions here at the university. 春季展演的传统而骄傲。
This year, we are featuring some fresh new faces. 今年，我们会展示一些新面孔。
So join me as we welcome to the stage our cast, 所以请和我一起……
as they perform an original play written by yours truly. 欢迎真情上演各位写就的原创戏剧的演员们！
[Applause]
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
So without further ado, I present to you Annabella. 言归正传，我向大家介绍Annabella。
Whoo-whoo!
[Whistling]
- Annabella? - Is that you, Desmond? - Annabella? - 是你吗，Desmond?
Hello, Annabella. 你好，Annabella.
You can dispense with the pleasantries, Desmond. 你可以省去这些客套话，Desmond.
It's a bit trifle, don't you think? 这不重要，你说呢？
If you'd just let me explain, I'm confident we would agree. 如果你能听我解释，我相信我们能达成一致。
You need to know that my family has, well, certain standards for me. 你应该知道我的家庭为我，嗯，制定了一些标准。
Standards which I do not meet? 一些我达不到的标准码？
[Labored Breathing] Admit it, Desmond. Please. 承认吧，Desmond，求你了。
[Gasping]
- "I've realized"... - I've... 我意识到…… 我……
I've realized that... I have certain standards that you do not meet. 我意识到我也有些标准你也满足不了。
That's not right. It's time I set sail on my own. 不对。 我应该独自上路了。
It's time I discovered the life I've always dreamed of but thought impossible. 是时候去过我梦想的曾经以为不可能的生活了。
[Heartbeat]
[Muffled] Get it together, Hannah. 打起精神，Hannah.
I'm leaving, Desmond. 我走了， Desmond.
Leaving? 走？
Where, Annabella? 去哪儿，Annabella?
[Labored Breathing] I'm... 我…
[Groans]
[Whispers] I want... 我想…
[Wheezing] Hannah!
Excuse me. 对不起。
[Father] Hannah? [Coughing]
- [Wheezing] - Hannah?
- Hannah! - [Gasps]
[Voice Muffled, Echoing]
Get her inhaler. It's in the brown bag! 给她拿呼吸器。 在那个棕色包里。
- Get her inhaler, now! - We need Hannah's bag! 快点，给她呼吸器！ 找Hannah的包！
Hannah. No, no. Hannah. No.
Listen to me. Hannah. Hannah! 听我说。
[No Audible Dialogue]
[Siren Wailing, Distant]
[Woman On P.A., Indistinct]
Um, Dr. Jacob Lawson. Is he in surgery? 嗯，Dr. Jacob Lawson. 他在手术吗？
[Typing]
Thanks. 谢谢。
Yeah. But what I'd like to do is maybe a few more tests. 是的。但是我可能还要做些检查。
Just to make sure. Sure. 确认一下。 当然。
[Indistinct]
Hi, sweetie. Hi，宝贝。
I was looking for you. They said you'd be here. 我一直在找你。 他们说你在这儿。
What was that about? Does he... Does he know what happened? 怎么了？他… 他知道发生什么事了吗？
Uh... [Chuckles]
No, no, no. The full test results won't be in for another couple days. 不不不，全面检查结果还要等几天。
But your P.E.F. Levels were fine when you stayed here overnight. 不过你昨晚在这儿的P.E.F.水平很不错。
So Dr. Stewart thinks it's good for us all to go home. 所以 Dr. Stewart认为我们都应该回家。
Is that not what you think? 你不是这么想的吗？
Yeah. N-No, I do. I agree. 不是，哦不，是。 我同意。
I... I agree with Dr. Stewart. 我……我同意 Dr. Stewart的意见。
He's a specialist. We need to do what he says. 他是专家，我们应该按他说的做。
All right. Well, I'm gonna go get changed, I guess. 好的。我想我应该换衣服了。
Okay.
[Bell Chiming]
If you would just let me explain, I'm confident we would agree.
You need to know that my family...
they, well, have certain standards for me.
[Woman] Standards which I do not meet?
Admit it, Desmond. Please.
It's time I discovered the life I've always dreamed of but thought impossible.
[Phone Ringing]
[Keys Jingling]
Predictions? 预言？
Is there something you're not telling me, Dad? 爸爸，你是不是有什么事情瞒着我？
I was thinking about asking you the same thing. 我也一直想问你同样的问题。
[Door Opens, Closes]
Jacob? Hi.
Hey, Grace, Hannah.
[Softly] Hi.
It's good to see you all again. 再见到你们好高兴。
Although I wish it was under better circumstances. 尽管这境况不如我愿。
So how have you felt this week? Any new symptoms or problems? 这周感觉怎么样？ 有没有新的症状？
No. I feel fine. 没有，我感觉不错。
Well, I've looked at your E.E.G. And M.R.I., 我看了你的脑电图和核磁，
and it looks as though we need to reconsider our current management of the epilepsy. 看来我们得重新考虑癫痫的治疗。
Stress, sleep deprivation and alcohol can increase your risk of seizures. 压力，失眠和酒精都会增加复发的危险。
Since you haven't had a seizure since childhood, I just have to ask... 既然你从小时候起就没再复发过，我就想问一下……
L-L-Look. I don't do drugs. I don't drink. I don't smoke. I haven't... 我不吸毒，不喝酒，不抽烟。我没有……
If that's what you mean. 如果你是这个意思的话。
Oh. I see. 哦，我明白了。
B.P.D., acute asthma, seizures, multiple hip surgeries... B.P.D.，严重哮喘，癫痫，多重臀部手术…
most when you were too young to remember. 好多，你太小都记不得了。
I remember some. 我记得一些。
[Clears Throat]
Hannah, I believe that everything you've suffered from... Hannah, 我相信你遭受的这一切……
is related. 都有关联。
Why am I sick? 我为什么会这样？
You were born very prematurely. Twenty-four weeks. 你是早产儿。 24周就出生了。
Premature birth or low birth weight... 早产或者低出生体重……
and a traumatic delivery can be associated with this condition. 和分娩受到的外伤都能导致这种状况。
I was premature, and that's why I'm sick. 我是早产儿，所以我身体差。
Hannah, we're concerned about you... Hannah,因为你生理和心理上的病症……
because of the physical and emotional symptoms that you're having. 我们都很关心你。
What do you... What do you mean, um, emotional? 你……你指什么，心理上的？
Your father e-mailed me this. 你父亲给我发了封电邮。
"I feel dead inside. 我觉得我心已死。
No. Something worse than death. 不，比死更糟。
I am still a child, a child trying to find a place in this world. 我还是个孩子，一个努力探索这个世界的孩子。
I have so many unanswered questions, questions I feel but can't even begin to speak... 我有那么多难以解答的问题，我能感受到却难以启齿的问题
because there are no words to express them. 因为没有语言能够表达。
Something is missing. 有些东西正在失去。
Why, God, do I feel... 上帝，为什么我觉得……
do I feel unwanted? 我觉得自己是那么的多余？
Why do I feel I have no right to exist? 为什么我觉得自己没有资格存在世上？
Why do I spend more time wanting to end my life than live it?" 为什么我想到死多过生？
You... You read my journal? 你…你看了我的日记？
Hannah, I believe that what you're feeling is normal, Hannah,我相信你的感觉是正常的。
and is even expected. 甚至是预料之中的。
What is... What is this about? 这是… 这是什么？
What? What?
Hannah, we're not your biological parents. Hannah,我们不是你的亲生父母。
Hang on. That's, uh... That's not how I wanted to tell you. 等等，我原本不是想和你说这些。
Why didn't you tell me I was adopted? 你为什么不告诉我我是被收养的？
[Clears Throat] Okay. Um... 好吧。嗯…
Hannah, you were born premature because you are the survivor of a failed abortion. Hannah,你早产是因为你是在一次失败的流产手术中幸存下来。
[Mouths Words]
Your physical and I believe your emotional symptoms... 你的身体和你的生理病症…
can be traced to this, as they have in other cases. 都和这有关，正如很多类似的病例一样。
I-I-I can only speak to your physical symptoms. 我只能和你解释生理病症。
But I'm suggesting that you begin treatment for your psychological symptoms as well. 但是我建议你同时开始心理症状的治疗。
Immediately. 事不宜迟。
Now, I'm prescribing a new medication to help control your seizures, 现在，我给你开点新药控制你的癫痫，
and you have to continue to take your current medication. 现在正吃的药也不要停。
- Hannah. - Don't...
I have to go. 我得走啦。
- Hey. I don't think that's a good idea. - Don't touch me. - 嘿，我不认为这是个好主意。 - 别碰我。
[Rock Splashes]
[Beeping]
[Line Ringing]
[Man] Hello? [Chattering]
Hi. Hey. I can't hear you. 嘿。我听不清。
[Man #2] I have set your iron on fire.
[Man #1] Can I call you back? 我给你打回去吧？
Jason, the iron's on fire. No, it's too...
It's in my hand. It's really loud in here. I'm sorry. 在我手上。 这儿太吵了。抱歉。
Can I call you back? The iron's on fire. 我给你打回去吧？
[Scoffs] Sure. That's fine. Whatever. 好，好的。
Call me back. 回电。
Bye.
[Sighs]
[Rock Splashes]
We didn't even talk about it before you sent the e-mail. 你发电邮之前我们都没谈过这事儿。
What am I supposed to do? 我应该怎么做？
I find out my daughter is contemplating suicide. Am I supposed to do nothing? 我发现我女儿正在关注自杀的事。难道我还能无动于衷吗？
- I don't think so. - It's not like that. 我不这么想。 不是那样的。
Hannah, sweetheart. Please sit down. Uh... Hannah,宝贝。 坐下来，嗯…
We need to talk to you. You've had 19 years to talk to me. 我们想和你谈谈。 你们都和我谈了19年了。
I can understand why you would feel that way, 我能理解你为什么那么想，
but, please, I would like to talk to you now, so sit... 但是，我现在就想和你谈，所以坐吧…
I don't want to sit down. I don't want to talk about it. 我不想坐下。 我不想谈。
- Then what do you want? - I want to see my birth certificate. - 那你想怎样？ - 我想看看我的出生证明。
Why? Because I want to know who I am. I... 为什么？ 因为我想知道我是谁。我…
This is who you are, Hannah. 这就是你，Hannah。
Okay. Well, I wanna know who my birth mother is. I wanna know how I can find her. 好吧，我想知道我的生母是谁。我想知道怎么才能找到她。
- I can't do that. - Why? - 我做不到。 - 为什么？
Because I can't. I can't... [Sighs] 因为我不能，我不能…
All right. I can't do that because I have no idea who your birth mother is. 好吧。我做不到是因为我根本不知道你的生母是谁。
- I have no idea where she is, when she... - Here. - 我不知道她在哪儿，她什么时候… - 给。
It's your birth certificate. 这是你的出生证明。
Thank you. 谢谢。
[Footsteps Depart]
[Door Closes] [Sighs]
[Vehicle Approaches]
[Engine Off] [Door Opens]
Wh-Wh... Who's there? 谁在那？
Hello?
It's me. You can put down the pepper spray. 是我，你可以放下防狼器了。
Great.
How did you know I was here? 你怎么知道我在这儿？
You are way too predictable. 你做事很有规律。
I am not. "I am not." 我没有。 “我没有。”
[Sighs]
Can I come in? No. I'm mad at you. 我能进来吗？ 不行，烦你。
What are you doing? I am taking off my shoes. 你在干什么？ 脱鞋。
Why are you taking off your shoes? 脱鞋干嘛？
Because... I'm sorry. 因为…对不起。
And I don't like when people are mad at me. 我不喜欢招人烦。
Especially you. 特别是你。
So you doing all right? 你还好吗？
No. 不好。
You want to talk about it? 想谈谈吗？
Mmm... No. 嗯……不。
My whole... life is a lie. 我的……人生就是个谎言。
Why do you say that? 你怎么这么说？
The hip surgeries, 臀部手术，
the nightmares, the... asthma, 噩梦，哮喘，
the seizures... 癫痫…
All of it's connected. 都有关联。
My parents aren't my parents. 我的父母不是亲生的。
They adopted me. 他们收养的我。
And... 还有…
they adopted me because my birth mother tried to abort me. 他们收养我是因为我的生母根本不想要我。
I guess I wasn't supposed to survive. 我想我都不应该活下来。
And I barely did. 但是我却糟糕地活下来了。
All I know... Well, all they will let me know... 我知道的一切…… 应该说，他们让我知道的一切…
is that I was born in a hospital in Mobile, Alabama, 就是我在Mobile, Alabama的一家医院出生。
which is 12 hours away. 在12小时路程以外。
And I don't know how I would get there. 我不知道怎么去那。
Or if I did go, what I would do. 就算我去了，也不知道做什么。
I just- I want answers. 我只是… 想知道答案。
I want answers to all these questions. 所有这些问题的答案。
I want to be able to get on with my life. You know? 我想好好过人生。 你懂吗？
Because right now, I just feel stuck. 因为现在，我很困惑。
Like there's... Like there's no way out. 好像…好像无路可走。
♪♪ [Rock Ballad, Faint]
I'm stuck in this place that I hate. 我被困在这个讨厌的地方了。
♪♪ [Man Singing, Indistinct] [Mutters, Chuckles]
Told you I didn't want to talk about it. 跟你说了我不想谈这个。
Wow. Hannah, I...
I'm sorry. 对不起。
I don't know what else to say. Uh... 我不知道该说什么。哦…
I imagine things are pretty terrible right now. 我想现在情况很糟糕。
But they'll get better. 但是会变好的。
♪♪ [Continues]
That's really... optimistic. 还是很…乐观的。
Look. Things are gonna work out. Okay? I promise. 正慢慢解决。 好吗？我保证。
You'll know what to do. 你会知道该怎么做。
What makes you so sure? 是什么让你这么有把握？
I know you. 我了解你。
I don't even know me. 我都不了解我自己。
[Cell Phone Ringing]
Who's that? Alanna. 哪位？
I'll just call her back. No, no, no. You can answer it. 我会回她。 不不不，你可以答复。
Are you sure? Yeah. I mean, you should. 真的吗？ 我是说，你可以的。
[Ringing Continues]
Hello?
Hey.
No, no. Just hanging out. What's up? 不不，只是逛逛。 怎么了？
Um... Yeah. Yeah, sure. [Inhaler Rattling]
I guess you can come. 我想你能来。
Look, can I... Actually, can I call you back? 我能给你打回去吗？
Yeah. No, I promise. 不，我保证。
All right. Thanks. See you. 好的。 谢谢，再见。
♪♪ [Continues]
I am officially the worst at planning road trips. 我计划公路旅行真的太烂了。
Three days before we leave, 出发前三天就开始计划，
and we have no idea where we're going. 到现在还不知道去哪。
Awesome. 真行。
Look.
Get in my car. I'll take you home. 上车，我带你回家。
We both have exams tomorrow. 明天我们都有考试。
That's the last thing on my mind right now, Jason. 现在这是我脑中最不重要的，Jason.
I know, but we need to s... 我知道，但是我们应该…
I need to study. 我应该学习。
[Sighs] Come on. 好吧。
Just agree reluctantly. Please? 勉为其难吧。好吗？
♪♪ [Grows Louder]
Okay, you stalker. 好吧，你个跟踪者。
♪ Whoa, I'll make it without you ♪
♪ In my life ♪
♪ I'll make it without you ♪
♪ And though my body's laying here ♪
♪ It's my mouth that must be lying now ♪♪
Behold. 瞧。
Wow.
What a piece of junk. It's vintage classic. 真垃圾。 太过时了。
[Jason] It's vintage junk. Look at it. 古旧的垃圾。看哪。
- It's dead. - It's not dead. 它死了。 没死。
This is your cousin's? Yes. 这是你表弟？ 是的。
What does he look like? 他长什么样？
Not nearly as good as the van. 还不如这货车。
[Jason] By the way, I think I know where we're going. 我想起来了，我知道我们可以去哪儿了。
[Clears Throat]
You have a wild side, Hannah. 你有野性的一面，Hannah.
What? 什么？
I know you got one deep down in there somewhere. I mean... 我知道在你内心深处的某个地方。我是说…
Don't you ever wanna just go crazy? 你疯了？
[Patrons] Shh! No, I don't. 不，我没有。
I need you to have a wild side, Hannah. 我需要你有野性的一面，Hannah.
Can I hear you say Mardi Gras? 能听你说说狂欢节吗？
[Patrons] Shh! Shh! No, you can't. 不行。
And are you even aware that you're in a library right now? 你能意识到你现在正在图书馆里吗？
So, did Truman tell you? Tell me what? 是Truman告诉你的吧？ 告诉我什么？
Well, spring break. We finally decided on New Orleans. 嗯，春假时，我们最终选定了新奥尔良。
And we want you to come. 我们希望你能来。
Come on, Hannah. NOLA. Mardi Gras! 来吧， Hannah.
[Patrons] Shh!
You know, uh, Mardi Gras didn't actually start in New Orleans? 你知道吗，狂欢节其实不是始于新奥尔良。
Yeah, it began in Mobile, Alabama. 是的，是在 Mobile, Alabama。
Which is on our way, so I figured, you know, 正是你要去的地方，所以我这么计划的。
if we got some time, we can swing by there and check it out. 如果我们有时间，我们可以路过那看看。
It's a pretty cool place. 很酷的地方。
Yeah. Thank you for the history lesson. 谢谢你的历史课。
I'm just saying, I don't want anyone to feel like they're stuck on this trip. 我是说，我不想任何人只流连在旅途上。
You know? Like, if someone wants to go somewhere, they should go. 知道吗？好比，如果有人想去什么地方，他们就应该去。
I was doing just fine before you came over here. 你过来前我好好的。
Do you think I'm ready for a trip like that? 你以为我是在为哪样的旅行做准备？
I think it's now or never. 要么现在，要么永远不去。
- It's now or never! [Patrons] - Shh! 要么现在，要么永远不去。
- Come on! [Hannah] - Can't believe this. 来吧！ 难以置信。
Who's that? Sir, this is a library. 哪位？ 先生，这里是图书馆。
[Door Alarm Chiming]
Jason. Hey, Mr. Lawson.
How are you? I'm fine. Thanks for getting back to me. 你好。 谢谢你回来见我。
Yeah. Let me guess. You're Truman, right? 我猜，你是Truman，对吗？
Yup. Yeah. 是的。
This the charity you were telling me about? 这就是你想告诉我的慈善事业？
What is going on? I thought I fixed that. 怎么了？ 我想我解决了。
[Clears Throat] This is the classic upon which we'll be taking our voyage. 这是我们要进行的节目
Our Millennium Falcon, if you will. 我们的千年凖。
[Man] Her name is Evelyn. Hey, who's the old dude, man? 她叫Evelyn。 嘿，谁是老家伙？
[Truman] Remember Hannah? Yeah. The spaz? 记得Hannah吗？ 那个怪物？
- Yeah. This is her dad. - Oh. Hey, dude. 是的，这是他爸爸。 哦，嘿哥们。
- Who are you? - Bmac. His cousin. 你是谁？ Bmac。他表哥。
And, uh, you know, I'm driving them to their thing, 哦你知道我问他们开车，
'cause this is my baby, you know? 这是我的宝贝。
[Jacob] I'm sorry. What did you say your name was again? Bmac. 对不起，你说你叫什么来着？ Bmac。
No, your name. Your real name. Your actual name. 不，你的名字，真名。
I-I go by Bmac. Seriously, why... 我就用Bmac这个名字，说真的，怎么…
Truman, I came here to talk to Jason. You mind? A little privacy, please? Truman,我来这是找Jason的，介意给我们一点私人空间吗？
Absolutely. You... You should do that. 没问题。你… 可以。
- Whatever, man. - I'm sorry. What can I do for you? 无所谓。 对不起，我能为你做什么？
Hannah's sick. You know that. So why did you invite her? Hannah病了，你知道。 你为什么要邀请她？
[Clears Throat] Uh...
Dude. What's that guy's problem, man? 哥们，那人找麻烦吗？
It's your beard. You look like the Unabomber. Whatever, man. 是你的胡子，你看起来就像炸弹客。
I don't know. I figured she might have some fun. 我不知道。 我想她能找到乐趣。
Fun. Yeah. 乐趣。 是呀。
Honestly, I was just trying to help. 说真的，我只是想帮忙。
You're not helping, Jason. You're not helping at all. 你不是在帮忙，Jason，一点都没帮上。
In fact, you've made my position very uncomfortable. 事实上，你让我感到非常不舒服。
I'm sorry. 对不起。
[Sighs]
Look, Hannah's not listening to me right now, and I... 你看，Hannah现在不听我的了，而且我…
Look, Mr. Lawson. I can't get in the middle of this. Mr. Lawson，我不能参合进来。
You're in the middle of this, Jason, like it or not. 不管你喜不喜欢，你已经参合进来了，Jason,
You are smack-dab in the middle of this thing. 你不偏不倚地参合进来了。
And I got stuff going on at my house you have no idea about. 而且在我家有些你不知道的东西。
So I would appreciate it if you would just take my side on this thing, okay? 所以，如果你站到我这边我会感激不尽，好吗？
Hmm? 嗯？
[Sighs] Fine. 好吧。
Yeah.
I wouldn't go 10 feet in that thing if I were you. 如果我是你我不会介入太深的。
- [Object Clatters] - She can hear you! 她听你的！
I didn't know that... that sticks and stones could break your beard. 我不知道石头木棍能不能撼动你的胡子。
[Object Clatters] [Truck Departs]
[Alarm Clock Beeping] [Man On Radio] Here on the Jon Walden show,
Revocation Radio, your true... 关了收音机，你这个…
[Continues, Indistinct]
[Groans] The sun is up, and you're still here? 太阳升起来了，你们还在这？
[Clicks Tongue] Yup.
Gotta go to the clinic today. 今天去野炊。
Although... Wish I was going in scrubs. 但是，我希望先梳洗一下。
Had a really good talk with Hannah. 和Hannah谈得不错。
- About? - About the trip. 关于什么？ 关于旅行。
Told her I didn't think she should go, 告诉她我不想让她去。
be better if she stayed here. 呆在这儿更好。
I don't necessarily think she agreed with me, but I do think she understood. 我不指望让她同意，但我希望她理解。
So, she's not going? 那么，她不去了？
[Clicks Tongue] I told her that we trusted her to make the right decision. 我告诉她我们相信她会做出正确决定的。
So I think we're good. 所以我想我们没事了。
Okay. I'm gonna get some coffee. You want some coffee? 好吧。我弄点儿咖啡。 你要吗？
Sure. 当然。
[Cabinet Door Closes]
♪♪ [Pop] ♪♪ [Man Vocalizing]
♪♪ [Continues]
♪ It's love ♪
♪♪ [Continues, Indistinct] [Laughing]
[All Chattering]
No, no, no. Don't put in your headphones, Diego. 别别别，别用耳机，Diego。
Attention, van. Diego doesn't want to talk about our problem. 注意了，Diego不想参与讨论问题。
This is really a surprise. 真吃惊。
[Bmac] Everyone wishes they had headphones at this point. 这时候谁都想戴上耳机。
[Truman] Fat Man's burgers are the best... 胖男人的汉堡是最好的…
You do not know what you're talking about when it comes to burgers... 你提到汉堡的时候都不知道自己在说啥…
That is actually meat fillers, which are little yellow pellets that come in a cardboard box. 那就是个肉过滤器，放在纸壳盒子里的小黄球。
Like, seriously. When you cook a burger, all the bad stuff drains down into the grill. 说真的，很像。当你做汉堡的时候，所有的坏东西都被冲入了下水道。
[Hannah] It's in your body. It's inside... 进了你的身体，在里面。
[Bmac] We're not listening to you. You're making me really angry... 我们没听你说什么，你让我很生气…
♪♪ [Continues, Loud]
♪♪ [Vocalizing Continues]
♪ It's love ♪♪ ♪♪ [Ends]
♪♪ [Acoustic Guitar] ♪ That's the meaning of life ♪
♪ That's the meaning of love ♪
♪ And that's the meaning of everything ♪
♪ And that's all you need to know about everything ♪♪
Yeah. Wow. You're really good. 你真好。
Thanks. That actually was supposed to be a jingle for a barbecue company, 谢谢。那应该是个烤肉公司的铃铛。
but they thought it was too deep. 但是他们觉得有点儿太深了。
[Woman] You know, you should go on one of those reality shows. 你知道，你应该参加那些真人秀。
[Bmac] I don't think so. Those things are rigged, I think. 我不想。 那些都是假的，我觉得。
You know, sometimes I write songs based on dreams I imagine other people have. 你知道，有时候我根据我想象的其他人应该做的梦来写歌。
[Siren Whoops] Tow truck! [Grunts] 拖车。
[Chatter On Police Radio] Are you with the tow truck? 你和拖车在一起吗？
Sir, step away from the vehicle. 先生，离开车。
- [Radio: Feedback] - You been drinking? 你在喝酒？
No. Of course not. Why does everybody always think I've been drinking? 没有，当然没有。为什么每个人都认为我一直在喝酒？
- Explain this to me. - Oh. When... 解释一下这个。
Nobody ever tells you you can't drive on the beach, man. 没有人告诉你不能在沙滩上开车。
They do it on TV all the time. Also, running... 电视上他们总这么干。 还跑……
Curly Top, do you see any hotels on this beach? Yes. No. 卷毛，沙滩上看到旅馆了吗？是的，没有。
- Any restaurants or bars? - Is this a trick question? No. 饭馆酒吧呢？ 跑题了吧？没有。
Yeah. It's because it's a land preserve. 是的，这是个保护区。
For what? Set aside for endangered turtle eggs. 保护什么？ 濒临灭绝的海龟蛋。
Turtle eggs? Dude, seriously? Am I being punked? Like, what's... 海龟蛋？哥们，真的？ 看我像开玩笑吗？
- [Radio Chatter Continues] - No, that's... No.
- $5,000? - He's the owner and the driver. 5000？ 他是车主，也是司机。
N-No! Truman! You're the one who told me to drive here! 不， Truman! 是你让我在这开的！
I don't even know your real name. What is... Bro... 我甚至都不知道你的真名？ 是什么来着？Bro...
Okay. Listen. I don't have time for this. I need to impound this car. 好吧，听着，我没时间和你们胡扯。 我要没收这辆车。
I'm gonna ask all of you to please pick up your belongings and make your way to the curb. 请你们拿好自己的行李到路边去。
- I'm gonna also need your names. - Our... Our real names? 告诉我你们的名字。 我们的…真名？
- Excuse me? - Sir, can I just say something? 你说什么？ 先生，我能说句话吗？
This is my first trip like this, okay? 这是我头一次如此旅行
I've never done anything like this before. 以前我从没这么做过
And the only reason that I came is because I'm trying to get to Mobile, Alabama, because... 我来的唯一原因就是想要到Mobile, Alabama,因为…
Okay, listen, ma'am. I don't have time for this. 听着女士，我没时间听这些。
I'm gonna have to ask all of you to make your way down... No. Just listen. 我就想让你们都下车。 不，听着。
I promise. I have a really good excuse. 我保证，我有一个好理由。
See, I'm trying to get to Mobile because... 你看，我想要到Mobile, Alabama,因为…
I just found out I'm adopted. 我刚发现我是领养的。
Like, last week. 好像，上周。
And this is my only chance to find out who I really am. 这是我弄明白我是谁的唯一机会。
I mean, to find my mother and... 我是说，找到我的妈妈和…
Well, I think she lives there. At least I hope. 嗯，我想她住那儿，至少我希望是。
And we probably deserve everything that you're trying to say, 我知道你说的事我们可能都该承担，
but, really, I... 但是，事实上，我…
[Sighs]
I've got... $93.50... No, $93.40. This'll help... 我有…93.50，不，93.40，这有助于…
Ma'am, I'm not gonna take your money. Just take it. 女士，我不会收你钱的。 拿着吧。
I'm not gonna take your money. 我不能拿你钱。
Seriously. That was in... I thought- Comple... 说真的。这… 我想…
Hey, uh... Thanks so much for letting us off the hook... 嘿，哦，多谢让我们摆脱困境…
Don't talk to me. 别和我说话。
Take care of this? Yeah. 看看这个？ 好的。
Let's push it, y'all. Come on. Push, push, push! 大家一起推。 加油，推，推，推！
Come on, Evelyn. You can do it, Evelyn. I know it's painful! 加油，Evelyn.你能行的，Evelyn，我知道这很疼。
[Jason] Truman's not doing anything. Truman什么也不做。
I'm... I'm hurt... [Hannah] Truman, I've been doing all of this. 我…我受伤了… Truman，我一直在干。
In my legs right now. 用我的腿。
You did it. 是的，你是这么做的。
♪♪ [Rock]
[Man] ♪ The love ♪
♪ That you've tried to find a way ♪
Hey, Hannah.
[Car Horn Honks]
Hey, I think... I just wanted you to know, 嘿，我想，我只想让你明白，
I think it's really brave what you're doing, you know? 我想你真的挺勇敢的，知道吗？
Like the whole, you know, thing with your mom and... 整个事情和你妈…
I just hope you find, you know, whatever it is that you're looking for, 我只希望你能找到你想要的。
'cause, you know, it's important. 因为，他很重要。
So I really shouldn't eat burgers? 所以，我真不能吃汉堡？
I guess it's just so hard for me to think about eating healthy food. 我猜对我来说吃健康食品太难了。
I mean, like... just weirds me out. 我是说，好像让我不自在。
Like, and tofu? What's that stuff? 不如像豆腐 那是什么东西？
Who came up with the idea to take a bean... 谁想起来的用豆子…
and turn it into a sandwich that tastes like a hamburger remotely? 变成尝起来和汉堡差得远的三明治？
I mean, vegans always try to tell you that, like, tofu tastes like real beef. 我是说，素食主义者总是努力想公诉你豆腐吃起来像真的牛肉。
That is untrue. 那不是真的。
♪ Will make us one ♪
♪♪ [Fades]
[Truman] Jojo. You ever know a guy named Jojo? Jojo.你认识一个叫Jojo的吗？
I've never even heard of a guy named Jojo. 我从没听说过叫Jojo的。
[Sighs] This is literally the worst hotel I've ever seen. 不夸张地说这是我见过的最差的旅馆了。
It looked better on the Internet. 在网页上看起来挺好啊。
Where, at NormanBatesHotel. Com? 在哪儿看的？NormanBatesHotel. 啊？
HotelMonkey. Biz.
I'm sleeping in the car. 我去车里睡了
Hannah, you will be rooming with Alanna. Hannah,你和Alanna一个屋。
- Is there another option? - No. Danielle paid double for her own room. 有其他选择吗？ 没有，Danielle要一个人睡，付了双份儿。
I'm sleeping here in the van, so you can have my room. 我在车里睡，你可以睡我的房间
No, that won't work, because you're staying with me. 不，不行，你得和我一起。
And neither Hannah nor Alanna would... would stay with me. Would you? Hannah 和 Alanna都不能和我一起，你呢？
Get away from me, Truman. 离我远点，Truman.
[Door Slams] Respect Evelyn! 向Evelyn致敬！
[Pills Rattling]
That's a lot of pills. 这么多药。
Yeah. [Chuckles] It's ridiculous, huh? 是的，很可笑是吗？
[Scoffs]
You know what I think? 你知道我怎么想的？
I think you just like to use this stuff. 我以为你喜欢用这些东西。
That way people have to be nice to you, you know? 那样人们就能对你好，知道吗？
Like, "Poor little Hannah. So wounded." 好像“可怜的小Hannah，她受伤了”
I'm sorry. I didn't mean... 对不起。 我不是那个意思。
Okay. You never mean to do anything, but that's the point. You still do. 好吧。你总是没别的意思，这是重点。
Why did you even come on this trip anyway? 你问什么要来这次旅行呢？
Jason invited me. Jason邀请我的。
We didn't want you to. 我们不想你来。
He's just... too nice to say it. 他只是人太好，说不出口。
Um... I usually get up early, but I can set an alarm if you want. 嗯。我一般起的早，如果你想我也可以设闹钟。
Hannah, just go to sleep. What is wrong with you? Hannah,睡吧。 你怎么了？
[Sighs]
[Bmac Snoring]
[Hannah Muttering] [Door Rattling]
[Grunts, Sputters]
What's going on? It's just me. 怎么了？ 是我。
What are you doing? 你在干嘛？
Getting some stuff. Go back to sleep. 拿点东西。 你睡吧。
[Door Closes]
Hannah! Hannah. What's going on? 怎么了？
I'm leaving. 我走了。
It's the middle of the night. Can we talk about this? 半夜三更的。 能谈谈吗？
I don't wanna talk about it. 我不想说。
I'm... I'm leaving, and you're staying here with your... girlfriend! 我，我走了，你在这和你的女朋友待着吧。
I realize that I'm a problem, and that I never should have come here, 我意识到我是问题所在，我就不该来这。
so you can just go to New Orleans with everybody else in your posse... 这样你就能和你的团队其他人到新奥尔良去了。
and just have fun or whatever. 去找乐子什么的。
I don't even care anymore. 我不在乎。
You're not making sense. What is wrong? 你说什么呢？ 怎么了？
Apparently I'm what's wrong. 很显然我就是问题。
Look. I'm leaving. Don't follow me. 我走了。 别跟着我。
Dude. Her dad's gonna kill you, man. 哥们，她爸爸会杀了你。
He's scary, man. 他很可怕。
♪♪ [Ballad]
[Man] ♪ Have a seat upon this branch of mine ♪
♪ It's been a while, honey ♪
♪ I think I feel fine ♪
[Sighs]
♪ I see the question mark atop your spine ♪
♪ I've got a ladder, honey ♪
♪ Won't you let me climb ♪ ♪♪ [Fades]
Sorry it took me so long. 抱歉这么迟。
The only rental place that was open was by the airport, so... took a while. 只有机场旁还有供出租的地方，有点儿远。
I don't need your charity, Jason. 我不需要你的仁慈，Jason.
Yeah, you do. 不，需要。
What? So we're just gonna go to Mobile together or what? 什么？这么说我俩一起去Mobile还是什么？
Beats walking. 比走路快。
What would Alanna think? Alanna会怎么想？
Doesn't matter what she thinks. 她怎么想没关系。
This was my decision. All right? She knows that. 这是我的决定。 她知道。
Now get in. I don't have time for this. 上车。 没时间墨迹了。
- Why do you care? - I care about you, all right? 你为什么在乎？ 我关心你，行吗？
No. I'm not the kind of girl who just gets in a car with anybody. 不。我不是随便上别人车的那种女孩。
Right. But you will hitchhike by yourself... 对。但是你想自己搭便车。
I wasn't hitchhiking. I was walking. 我不想搭便车。 我走路。
Okay. No, that's equally smart. 好吧，一样聪明。
I would've been fine. Mm-hmm. 我没事。
♪♪ [Rock] [Man] ♪ But we all lost track ♪
♪ Soon as we got control ♪
♪ So show me the way ♪
♪ I wanna be like that ♪
♪ Yeah ♪
♪ And I wanna hear you call my name ♪
♪ And not look back ♪
♪ 'Cause all the faint lights ♪
♪ They left me stranded and lost ♪
♪ Reaching through empty pockets ♪
♪ Trying to pay my cost ♪
♪ I put up a fight ♪ ♪♪ [Fades]
You remember when we were nine, I think? 我想，你还记得我们9岁时候的事？
When you were nine, I was eight and a half. 你9岁，我8岁半。
Yes. Thank you for that unnecessary correction. 对，多谢你这没用的更正。
I was nine, you were eight and a half. 我9岁，你8岁半。
And we would go with the Thompson kids, remember, and we would... 我们和Thompson家的孩子，记得吗，我们要…
Race to the water? Yeah. 比赛谁先到水边？ 对。
This all just reminded me of it. 想起来了。
♪ All the faint lights ♪
♪ They left me stranded and lost ♪ [Laughs]
♪ Reaching through empty pockets ♪
♪ Trying to pay my cost ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ I put up a fight ♪ [Hannah Squeals]
♪ Oh, no But now it's taking its toll ♪
[Laughing]
♪ Oh ♪
♪ I'm waiting for something to set fire ♪
[Laughing] ♪ Wake up my soul ♪♪
♪♪ [Ends]
Hey. Hi.
I have $90 and change, or something like that. 我有90多元。
And... [Chuckles] A phone that doesn't work because the ocean broke it. 电话坏了，海水打的。
- The ocean broke it? - Shh. 海水打的？
Do you have a towel? The cheapest we have is 110. 你有毛巾吗？ 最便宜的110.
Unless, uh, you are Triple "A." 除非，你是三“A”。
- Oh, yeah. We are. We have all three A's. - Yeah. 哦，是的，我们都有三“A” 对。
[Jason] But we need separate rooms, really. 我们需要分开的房间。
[Hannah] Yes, because we're not together. 是的，我们不是一起的。
Like that. No. 像那样？ 不。
[Typing]
Triple "A" is 99. 三“A”，99 。
Mmm. Only one room available at that rate. 这个价位只有一间房合适。
The only other room I have is, uh, the luxury suite. 别的只剩豪华套房了。
299.
Uh... That... That sounds great. 哦，听起来不错。
- Uh, we just need the regular room, though. - The very regular room. 尽管我们只想要个普通房间。 非常普通的房间。
[Jason] Standard. Mm-hmm. This... 标间，嗯，这个…
- Maybe next time. - Yeah. 下次吧 好吧
[Chattering, Chuckling]
I'm freezing. 冷死了。
This is awkward. 太搞了。
Yeah. Definitely only one bed. 是呀，绝对的，只有一张床。
Yeah.
[Whispers] Are you asleep? 你睡了吗？
I literally just laid down. Oh, yeah. 我躺下了。 哦。
Sorry. 对不起。
Are you okay down there? 你在下面还好吗？
Well, you know, I usually prefer... 你知道，我通常喜欢…
the king-size floor, but this is all they had, so... 大号地板，但他们只有这个，所以…
I'll make do. 凑合吧。
That's funny. You're funny. 真逗。 你逗。
Do you think I'm being weird about all this? 你觉得我这么做怪怪的吗？
Why are we whispering? 我们为什么要悄悄说？
I don't know. I mean, you're, like, the popular college guy. 不知道，你喜欢大学生。
Girls... They find you attractive and enjoy your company. 女孩们，她们觉得你很吸引人，愿意和你一道。
Would you think it was weird if I said... 如果我说之前我从没和别人在一起过…
I'd never been with anybody before? 你会不会觉得怪怪的？
Ph... Physically speaking? 身体语言？
Which is purely a hypothetical statement, of course. 当然是假设的状态。
Um... Oh, that... Sorry. 哦，那个…对不起。
I didn't... [Chuckles] I didn't mean to get into that. 我不是那个意思。
- Good night. - Good night.
I can feel you down there, judging me. 我能感觉到你在下面评判我。
Like you think this is totally ridiculous. 就像你认为这太荒谬一样。
Like I'm some sort of Christian homeschooling freak. 好像我是某种在家受教育的基督教的怪胎。
- I'm a Chr... - You thought it. 我… 你这么想的。
- I did? - I thought so. 我吗？ 我想是。
No. That was a question. 不，这是个问题。
Look. Here's the thing. 听着，是这样。
What's so wrong with not having a wild side? 没有野性的一面有什么错吗？
I mean, I'm glad about the fact... 我是说，面对这个事实我很高兴…
that I haven't done these... things with... 我没有和那个谁做这些事…
And... And...
I... I have a wild side. 我…我有野性的一面。
You've seen me play Scrabble. 你看到我玩拼词了。
I'm wild. 我很野性。
What are you thinking? 你认为呢？
[Scoffs] I, uh... I think... 我，哦，我想……
You know what? [Sighs] 你知道吗？
I can't do this. No matter what the circumstances. 我不能这么做， 无论什么情况。
Hannah, where are you going? Hannah, 你去哪儿？
Stop judging me. 别评判我。
[Lamp Crashes]
Wow.
[Man] ♪ Don't want to sound ridiculous ♪
♪ But I think you know I'm sick of this ♪
♪ And I kinda think that we can bend, do you? ♪
♪ I'll try to be a better friend to you ♪
Go away.
Hello?
You're not a freak, Hannah.
♪ That I was only looking out for me ♪
♪ Instead of getting you the help you need ♪ [Sighs]
Well. Good night.
♪ Who do you think you are? ♪
♪ Who do I think I am? ♪
♪ Barely listening ♪
♪ To my oldest ♪
♪ My oldest friend ♪
[Phone Ringing]
♪♪ [Fades] [Sighs]
Was there a problem with the room? 房间还好吧？
No. [Clears Throat] 还好。
No. No, the room was fine. 房间挺好。
Because there's no refund, 因为没有退款，
no matter where you, uh, sleep. 不管怎样，你都得睡觉。
Hannah, I'm...
I'm sorry. 对不起。
[Rattling Door]
Mmm.
I do have a wild side. 我有野性的一面。
Can't believe you just broke in. 真不敢相信你能破门而入。
I didn't break in. The door was open. 我没有。 这门开着的。
It was the back door, and you pried it open. 这是后门， 是你撬开的。
[Scoffs] I used to wander in the old O.R. At my dad's hospital. 过去在我爸的医院里我总对老手术室好奇。
Cool thing is, all the files and all the equipment are still there. 很酷的是，所有的老文件、老器材都在那。
[Door Closes] [Jacob] Hello?
[Sighs] I'm home. 我回来了。
[Keys Clatter] [Sighs]
Oh, scrubs. You got your wish. 你如愿了。
Yeah. 是的。
[Sighs] You talk to Hannah today? 你今天和Hannah谈了？
I tried to call her a couple of times. 我和她联络了很多次。
Cell phone not working? 手机坏了？
I don't think that girl is ever gonna grow up. 我总不想那个小女孩长大。
I remember the first time I held her in my arms. 我还记得第一次把她揽在我的臂弯里。
I couldn't believe something so small could have such a power over me. 无法相信，这么小的小东西会对我影响这么大。
And I did see him smile. 我看到她笑了。
Wonder if she's ever gonna be able to... 我一直在想她能不能…
see things from our perspective? 以我们的观点看问题？
I think we should tell her. 我想我们应该告诉她。
Tell her what? 告诉她什么?
Everything. 全部。
Oh.
No. She couldn't handle it. 不，她无法面对。
[Chuckling]
I think she could. 我想她能。
No, she couldn't. Trust me. 不，她不能。 相信我。
And I think we need to trust our daughter. 我想我们应该相信女儿。
[Man] All right. Turn. [Shutter Clicking] 好吧。
- No light. We can't see you. - [Cries] 没有灯，我们看不见你。
[Sighs] [Whistle Blows]
[Door Closes]
[Sighs]
[Typing]
Breaking and entering. Do you, uh... 私闯民宅。 你们，
[Finger Tapping] Do you understand the consequences? 你们知道后果吗？
You do? 知道？
Yeah, no. Not really. 不， 不知道。
All right. Look. Why were you there? 好吧，你看，你为什么在那？
Alanna, don't freak out. Alanna,别怕。
[Sighs] Something happened, and... 有事发生了，
Long story short, me and Hannah are in jail. 长话短说，我和Hannah 进监狱了。
Yeah. It's not like we planned it. 是的，不是我们计划的那样。
You got yourself into this. Get yourself out. 你自己做的，自己想法出来吧。
Alanna, pl... [Dial Tone]
We'd gone so far, and the hospital was all I had. 我们太离谱了，医院是我们仅有的了。
It's the only place that I had left. 那是我们仅剩的地方了。
It was a dead end. 死胡同。
[Scoffs]
You know, if you're gonna... put me in jail, 你知道，如果你想让我们进监狱，
please just get it over with. 请抓紧
'Cause... [Sighs] My dad's gonna kill me. 因为，我爸爸会杀了我的。
Owens Free Clinic.
My dad's gonna kill me. 我爸爸会杀了我的。
He's gonna kill you too. 他也会杀了你。
[Chuckling]
This, uh... 这个，…
What are the odds? 有什么机会？
I had some dealings with this clinic. 我有办法对付这个诊所。
Um, there were some bomb threats, death threats and whatnot. 嗯，有些炸弹威胁、死亡威胁一类的。
I dealt with a doctor and two nurses, 我对付一个医生两个护士。
and the reason I recall this is because... 我提起这个是因为…
one of the nurses was just, well... 其中一个护士是
She was very kind to me. Um... 她对我非常好。
Here you go. This is one of her statements. 给你，这是她的文件。
The signatures are the same. Mm-hmm. 签名一样。
Why would she sign my birth certificate? 为什么她要签我的出生证明？
Um... No idea. 嗯，不知道。
Her name is Mary. 她叫玛丽。
Mary Rutledge.
[Typing]
Um, phone is unlisted. 嗯，电话没登记。
There's just an address, and... 只有一个地址，
It hasn't been verified in quite a while. 好长时间没核实了。
[Muttering]
[Paper Shuffling] Good luck. 好运。
Wait. What about all the... 等等，这些怎么办？
Don't worry about it. Um... 别管了。
Look, I'm... I'm very sorry for this misunderstanding, all right? 听着，我对这一切误会深表歉意，好吗？
I hope you won't think badly of our city and you'll come back again. 我希望你不要对我们的城市有坏印象，欢迎下次再来。
So, we're free to go? 这么说，我们自由了？
Yeah. 是的。
[Chuckles]
Jackie out there will, uh, get your stuff and check you out. 外面的Jackie会帮你们拿行李结账。
Oh. You know what? Wait a minute. 哦，你知道吗？ 等一下。
What will you say? I-I mean, if you find your mother, what will you say? 你想说什么？ 我的意思，找到你妈妈的话，你想怎么说？
I'm just- I'm just curious. 我只是- 只是好奇。
I don't know. 我不知道。
Well... 好吧……
My wife has this thing she says. 我妻子提到这件事说。
"To be human is to be beautifully flawed." 人天生都是瑕不掩瑜的。
And... Well, she's...
She's five months pregnant with our fourth, 她怀我们的第四胎已经5个月了。
so I think I understand what you're going through and how hard it must be. 所以我想我能理解你在经历着什么，你有多难。
So... You know, life isn't always black and white. 要知道，生命不总是黑白色的。
So, hate the crime, not the criminal. 憎恶罪行，而不是罪犯。
All right. Good luck. [Hannah] Thank you. 好吗？好运。 谢谢。
Do you want me to go with you? 需要我和你一起去吗？
[Knocking]
Yes. Can I help you? 什么事？
Are you Mary? Yes. 你是玛丽吗？ 是。
I don't know how else to... 我不知道还能怎么……
Why did you sign this? 你为什么签这个？
[Exhales] How did you find me? 你怎么找到我的？
A police officer recognized your signature. 一个警官认出了你的签名。
Oh.
Sergeant Dodd.
You do favor her. 你帮了她的忙。
She was a pretty girl. 她是个美丽的女孩。
Barely 18. 不到18岁。
I wasn't much older, but... 我没比她大多少，但是
I was older. 要比她大。
You know, the girls that came there, 你知道，那些来这儿的女孩。
they really knew what they wanted, you know. 她们真的知道要什么。
They were sure of it. 她们很确信。
But your mother, 但是你妈妈。
she was conflicted. 她很矛盾。
I'm the one that took her in the back and prepped her for the procedure. 我在后面照顾她，为她做准备。
The abortion? 流产？
Yes. The abortion. 是的，流产。
She tried to convince me that she was making the right decision. 她努力想要说服我她做出了正确的决定。
But, you know, she was really trying to convince herself. 但是，还不如说她在努力说服她自己。
She told me she didn't even know the fella. 她告诉我她甚至都不认识那个男的。
Didn't know his name. 不知道他的名字。
Met him at a bar and... 是在酒吧里认识的。
had a night together, and then he was gone. 只过了一夜，他就跑了。
I listened. 我听着。
Listened to her like I did a hundred girls before her. 听她诉说就像她之前成百上千的女孩一样。
Nodded. Told her I understood. 点着头，告诉她我理解。
For some of those girls, I was their only friend. 对这些女孩中的一部分来说，我是她们唯一的朋友。
Halfway through... 中途…
Well, something must have gone wrong. 一定是哪里不对了。
I wish I knew what. 我真希望我知道。
But... 但是…
when I went to see your mother, 当我去看你妈妈的时候，
she was just awakening, 她刚刚醒过来，
and the doctor was telling her that it had been a failed attempt. 医生告诉她手术失败了。
Is that... normal? 这……正常吗？
For him. 对他来讲是的。
[Sighs]
There were things that happened there. 一定有事情发生了。
Terrible things. 可怕的事情。
Things they had me do. 他们让我做的事。
When you hear something enough times, 当你听什么听得够多次的时候，
somehow you start to believe it. 你就会开始相信那是真的。
It was tissue. That's what they told us. 是组织，他们是这么说的。
It was tissue that couldn't survive. 组织存活不了。
Nonviable tissue. 不能存活的组织。
Your mother... 你母亲…
came back the next day. 第二天又来了。
She said she wanted to finish the procedure, 她说她想做完手术。
that she had to go to school, she had to have a career, 她还得上学，还得工作。
and she knew she couldn't do that with the baby, 她知道带个婴儿她什么也做不了。
so this was the only way. 所以只能这么做。
I took one look at her, and I knew she was in labor... 我看了一眼她， 知道她临盆了。
and too young and naive to know it. 她太年轻根本不懂。
I had two choices. 我有两个选择。
I chose to take her to the hospital. 我选择把她带到医院。
When we got there, she was ready to deliver. 当我们到那的时候，她马上就要生了。
She begged me to stay. 她求我留下来。
I was really the only one she had, 我是她唯一的依靠了。
so I did. 于是我留了下来。
Your brother came first. I'll always... 你哥哥先出生。 我总是…
Brother? 我哥哥？
I'm sorry. What are you talking about? 对不起。 你说什么？
Hannah, your mother was carrying twins. Hannah,你妈妈怀的是双胞胎。
And your brother came first. 你哥哥先出生。
And I'll always remember him. 我一直记着他的样子。
He was so teeny. 他是那么小。
He was less than a pound. 不足一磅。
And he was... 他…
damaged. 不健全。
His arm was missing. Completely gone. 没有胳膊。压根没有。
Torn off during the failed attempt. 引产的时候被扯掉了。
And he was just... 而且，
I saw him shakin' there. 我看到他在那里颤抖。
I saw the pain. 我看到他的痛苦。
And I didn't see no tissue. 我没看到没有组织。
I just saw the face of a child. 我只看到一张孩子的脸。
But you were the big surprise. 但是你是个大大的惊喜。
Nobody knew about you. Not even your mother. 没人知道还有你，就连你的妈妈也不知道。
And you came out... 你出来了……
Big eyes. 大大的眼睛。
Just beautiful. 好美。
I never went back to that clinic. 我再也没回过那个诊所。
And I never nursed again. 再也没做护士。
Was this mine? 这是我的吗？
Your mother's. 你妈妈的。
She gave it to me when she left the hospital. 她出院时给我的。
Then she just left. 然后她就走了。
They looked for her, but she had changed her name... 他们找过她，但是她改名了。
and she was long gone. 消失了。
My brother... How long did... 我哥哥，活了……
How long before, you know, he... 活了多长时间？
Hannah, your parents adopted both of you. Hannah,你父母收养了你们俩。
I-I would come by now and then... 我就来……
and see you in the N.I.C.U. N.I.C.U.见。
They were always there. 他们过去总在那。
They sat right by the incubators... 坐在保温箱边上。
and would read passages of the Bible. 读着圣经。
They were praying people. I remember. 我记得，他们为他祈祷。
And he fought hard. 他努力抗争。
He never did leave the hospital. 他没离开过医院。
He died four months after y'all were born. 你们出生后四个月，他死了。
I know where your birth mother is. 我知道你的生母在哪。
I saw her not long ago. 不久以前我见过她。
And she did get that education. 她真的念了书
And she does have that career. 真的找到了工作。
H-Her name is, uh, Cindy Hastings now. 她现在叫，嗯，Cindy Hastings 。
She works at a law firm in town. 他在城里的法律事务所上班。
Finally home, after all that running. 奔波劳顿，终于到家了。
I've needed to have my say. 我必须得说
Thank you. 谢谢你。
[Sniffling, Sobbing]
[Sobbing Continues]
[Paper Ripping]
[Sobbing Continues]
Hi.
Hey. You gonna go see her? 你想去看她吗？
Yeah. I have to. 是的，必须的。
You know, I'm s... 你知道，我……
I'm starting to think... that I shouldn't have found out about all of this. 我开始琢磨，我是不是不应该发掘这一切。
Because... deep down, 因为…我心深处，
there's always just been this... 一直有种……
feeling... 感觉……
Nothing that's happened is your fault. 所有的一切都不是你的错。
[Sobbing]
[Knocking]
Come in. 进。
[Door Opens]
Hey.
Gonna be okay? 还好吗？
All right. Well, we gotta go sleep in the ice machine or something. 好的，我们想在空调房间睡。
How are you paying for this? 你怎么付得起？
I saved a few bucks for this trip. 我为这次旅行攒了些钱。
Don't worry. I'll bill you later. 别担心，过后我会还你。
Hey, Jason?
You know what the last thing was that I remember before I blacked out? 你知道我失去知觉之前记得的最后一件事是什么？
The last thing that went through my mind? 最后闪过我脑海的是
Falling. 下坠。
[Sighs] Falling into perfect blue water, 落到蓝色的水里，
holding your hand. 握着你的手。
Why have you always been there for me? 为什么你总是在那里等着我？
Good night.
[Door Opens]
[Door Closes]
[Woman] ♪ I love you more than words could say ♪
♪ When you're sleeping, I'm awake ♪
♪ Tears on my pillowcase ♪
♪ Only one thing matters in this life ♪
♪ Will you make it to the other side? ♪
♪ And do you believe in bridges? ♪
♪ Well, I know where you are ♪
♪ And I see where you're coming from ♪
♪ 'Cause I've been there myself♪
♪ Put my faith in a man-made God ♪
♪ I know where you are ♪♪
♪♪ [Fades]
Can I help you? 有什么事吗？
I'm here to see Cindy Hastings. 我找Cindy Hastings.
Oh, she's out at the moment. Would you like to wait? 哦，她出去了。 等等行吗？
Do you have a restroom I could use? 卫生间在哪儿？
Thanks. [Phone Rings] 谢谢。
Cornwell and Hastings, attorney at law. How may I help you? 有什么能帮你的？
Uh, yeah. She's really booked up for the day though. 哦，是的， 她全天都约满了。
Monday. Mm-hmm. 周一，嗯。
Hi.
Can I help you? 有事吗？
I, uh... I'm sorry. 我，哦，对不起。
Um, Stacy didn't tell me that I had another appointment. 嗯，Stacy 没告诉我还有别的约。
I'm sorry that I'm just, like, in your office like this. 对不起，我就，就这样进来了。
Um... I-I'm Hannah. I'm... I'm Hannah Lawson. 嗯，我，我叫Hannah，Hannah Lawson.
Are you, uh, one of the new interns? 你是，实习生？
You know, I would love to talk, but I have a lunch appointment. 你看，我很想和你谈，但是我有个午餐约会。
I was... 我是…
I was born October 7, 1991, 我是1991年10月7日生的。
at Mobile General Hospital. 在Mobile General医院。
I ca... I guess I came here... 我想我来是为了……
because I hoped that that, um... that meant something to you. 我希望，嗯，能让你想起什么。
Um...
Uh, Stacy, uh, could you, uh, 哦， Stacy,能不能，哦，
please cancel my lunch and hold all my calls. 取消我的午餐，拒接所有电话。
I didn't know what you wanted. 我不知道你想要什么。
Hey, honey. You ready? 嘿，亲爱的，准备好了？
Uh, we gotta go. Lily's waiting for us in the lobby. 哦，该走了。 Lily一家在大厅等着呢。
- [Cindy Clears Throat] - Oh. I'm sorry. 哦，对不起。
Uh, who's this? 哦，这是谁？
I, um... 我，嗯…
I have... I have no idea. 我，我不知道。
I don't know. 我不知道。
I'm Hannah. 我是Hannah。
Hi, Hannah.
I don't know where you got your information from, but it's not correct. 我不知道你们哪来的信息，是错的。
I-I don't know what you're referring to. 我不懂你指什么？
I can't take any more cases right now, but, um, 现在我不能接任何案子，但是，嗯
Raymond, uh... Raymond down the hallway, perhaps he can... Raymond,下高速了，也许他能……
he can help you with your civil dispute. 他能处理您的民事纠纷。
I'm sorry. 对不起。
Hannah! Hey!
Look, I'm really sorry. 真的抱歉。
Yeah, she just... She didn't even say anything. No. 她，她甚至什么也没说。不，
It wasn't me. I swear. 那不是我，我发誓。
- Are you following me now? - Get in the car, Hannah. I'm taking you home. 听到我说的了吗？ 上车，Hannah.我带你回家。
No! I'm not going anywhere with you. How do you even know where we are? 不！我不会和你去任何地方。 你怎么知道我们在哪儿？
His girlfriend called me to tell me where you were. She also told me you had been arrested. 他女朋友打电话告诉我你们在哪儿。她还告诉我你们被捕了。
I can't believe that you would lie to me. 真不敢相信你竟然对我撒谎。
You can't believe I would lie to you. 你不相信我会对你撒谎。
- Get in the car. We're going home now. - No. 上车。我们现在回家。 不。
- Get in the car, now. - Fine! 上车，快点！ 好吧。
Fine. 好吧。
Mr. Lawson...
Stay out of this, Jason. Mr. Lawson, I...
I said, stay out of it! 我说了，带在外边！
I know how you must feel about this. 我知道你对这事的感觉。
You have no idea how I must feel about this, 你不知道我的感觉。
and you can't know until you have a daughter of your own. 直到你有个亲生女儿之前你不可能知道。
So stay out of it! 所以呆在外边！
She's not your daughter. 她不是你女儿。
And she has every right to find out who she is. 她有权利知道她是谁。
I'm gonna make this very simple. 我来把这事变简单写。
You stay away from my daughter. 你离我女儿远点。
You don't call her. You make no contact whatsoever. Do you understand me? 不准给她打电话。不准以任何方式联系她。听懂我说的了吗？
You lied to me, Jason. 你对我撒谎，Jason.
I expected much more from you. 我对你期待那么多。
Look at me. 看着我。
[Engine Starts]
We gonna talk about this, or what? 我们得谈谈这件事，还是别的？
Until we get this whole thing straightened out, I don't think you should go back to school. 直到我们把这件事理清了，你才能回学校。
I see no reason in the world why I should continue funding this sort of behavior. 我看没什么理由继续提供这项基金。
What happened down there anyway? 发生什么了？
Why do you care? 你为什么关心？
Why do I care? I care because I'm your father. 我为什么关心？ 我是你父亲。
I love you. If you loved me, you would have told me. 我爱你。 如果你爱我，你应该告诉我。
[Woman On P.A. System, Indistinct]
You wanna know the truth? I'll tell you the truth. 你想知道真相？ 我告诉你真相。
It was three month... 在我们…
Three months after we adopted you, we find out that the m... 收养你三个月后， 我们发现…
the medical bills are not gonna be covered by the insurance. 医疗单据保险不负担。
We lose everything... the house. We have to file for bankruptcy. 我们失去了一切…房子。 我不得不申请破产。
I am one year... one year away from finishing med school. 我还有一年就能完成医学院的学习。
So tell me something, Hannah. How does that make me the bad guy? 所以告诉我，Hannah.是什么让我变成个坏人？
I'm sorry I was such a burden! 对不起，我是个累赘。
Th-That is not what I said. 我不是那个意思。
It's what you meant. 你就是那个意思。
Hannah, stop. Hannah，住手。
Stop! [Luggage Thuds] 住手！
What was his name? 他的名字叫什么？
What was whose name? 谁的名字叫什么？
My brother. 我哥哥。
I... I found... 我……我找到……
I found my mom. 我找到我妈妈了。
[Voice Breaking] Sweetheart, I always meant to tell you about that. 宝贝 ，我一直想告诉你。
Great. 好。
Jonathan.
Your brother's name was Jonathan. 你哥哥的名字叫Jonathan.
[Car Horn Honking]
Hey, guys.
Oh, look. The prodigal returns. 看那，浪子回来了。
Hey.
Where's Alanna? Good to see you too, buddy. Alanna哪去了？ 也很高兴见到你，伙计。
You know, if you had been here, 如果你在这，
maybe I wouldn't have had the audacity to drink somethin' called a... 或许我就没有胆子和那个叫什么……
hand grenade. 手榴弹。
That would have been a good thing, 那会是个好事。
'cause about three sips in, you don't know who you are anymore. 只需三口，你就不知道你是谁了。
Now, when I say I have no recollection of those events, 现在，我想不起来这些事了。
I mean I don't remember... 我说我不记得了。
anything.
Nothing.
Not the argument. 别吵。
Not the fight. 别闹。
Not this guy. This little shiner. 这小子，这帅哥。
Oh, and look. It comes with a court date. 哦，看，这是个法院传票。
Faux frais. Disorderly conduct. 扰乱社会治安。
I have a criminal record, Jason. 我有条犯罪记录， Jason.
I'd like to go home. 我得回家了。
Oh, I got your luggage. It's in my room. 哦，我拿了你的行李，在我房间里。
Thanks, buddy. 谢谢，伙计。
I wanted to say that... 我想说……
I went too far and... 我太过分了……
I'm sorry. 对不起。
Where are you going? Home. 你去哪儿？ 回家。
We're going home tomorrow. 我们明天回家。
I'm going home tonight. 今晚我们就回家。
[Man] ♪ This isn't easy ♪
♪ This isn't clear ♪
♪ And you don't need Jesus ♪
♪ Till you're here ♪
♪ Then confusion and the doubts you have ♪
♪ Up and walk away ♪
♪ They walk away ♪
♪♪ [Continues] [Jason] Dr. Lawson. It's Jason.
I, uh... I-I wanted to say that... 我想说……
I was wrong. 我错了。
[Clears Throat] And I won't be seeing Hannah anymore. 我不会再见Hannah了。
I'm sorry. 对不起。
♪ When a heart breaks ♪♪
[Knocking]
Hey. Can I come in? 我能进来吗？
Yeah, sure. 当然。
What's all this? 这是什么？
It's financial aid stuff. 经济补助一类的东西。
Honey, he's... not gonna take you out of school. 亲爱的，他…不想让你离开学校。
He's just upset. 他只是难过。
I want to try to explain. 我想解释。
This is you? 是你吗？
Yes.
You look so pretty in this picture. 照片里你好漂亮。
You look pregnant. 你看上去怀孕了。
I was. 是的。
Twenty weeks in that picture. 照片里已经20周了。
Twins. 双胞胎。
You were pregnant with twins? 你怀过双胞胎？
What happened? 发生什么事了？
We, uh... 我们，哦……
We lost them. 我们失去他们了。
I started volunteering at this pregnancy crisis center. 我开始在怀孕危机中心做志愿者。
There was this beautiful cathedral... 那是个美丽的大教堂。
around the corner, 在那个角落，
and I would go there to pray at lunch. 午餐时我会去那里祷告。
And I'll never forget. 我永远不会忘记。
October 17. 十月17日。
I went back to work... 我回去工作。
and I saw a bulletin, and it said, 我看到了一张公告，上面说，
"Twins. Abandoned. Twenty-four weeks." “双胞胎。遗弃。24周。”
And we knew. 我们知道。
You and your brother... 你和你的哥哥……
would have been the same age. 会同龄。
Hannah. [Sniffling]
You are our miracle. 你就是我的奇迹。
That's why it's so hard to let you go, honey. 这就是为什么舍不得让你走，宝贝。
You mean so much to us. 你对我们意味着太多东西。
I know. 我知道。
♪♪ [Guitar] [Hannah] Which cathedral?
[Grace] Oh.
It was beautiful. 真美。
[Woman] ♪ Well, I guess I could have stayed ashore ♪
♪ Didn't have to go ♪
♪ They say sometimes to find yourself♪
♪ You gotta let go ♪
♪ And the water's cold around me now ♪
♪ So far ♪
♪ Below ♪
♪ And I hear a voice beside me now ♪
♪ Just try to let it go ♪
♪ And I'm just here ♪
♪ On the ocean floor ♪
♪ But the world's not ♪
♪ Moving anymore ♪
♪ In the quiet ♪
♪ Something has ♪
♪ Changed ♪
♪ I can hear a thought ♪
♪ Call my name ♪♪
Excuse me. 对不起。
I'm sorry, 不好意思，
but we need to close for the evening. 我们要关门了。
Oh, uh... I didn't know. 哦，我不知道。
I'm... I've never been here before. 我，我以前从没来过这儿。
I'm Hannah. 我是Hannah。
Um... Hello.
Um...
We have services daily, 我们有日常服务，
if you'd like to come back. 如果你想回来的话。
I'm actually a... I'm Baptist. 实际上，我是…施洗者。
I guess you should know that. 我猜你知道。
[Chuckling]
And...
why did you come? 你为什么来？
I don't know, really. 我真的不知道。
I guess I'm trying to figure out how to let go of... 我想我要弄明白怎样……
things. 放手。
"Things"? 放手？
Can't figure out... 想不明白……
how to let go... 怎样忘掉……
of the fact that I feel hatred for myself... 那些憎恶我自己的事实……
and others. 和别的东西。
There. I said it. 那里。我说的是。
What is it that you want to say? 你到底想说什么？
Just- [Exhales] 就是-
Say what you feel. 说说你的感觉。
Well, three weeks ago I found out that my entire life is a lie. 嗯，三周前我发现我的整个生活都是个谎言。
So I went on a trip. 所以我出去旅行。
I thought if I went, that I... 我以为如果我去的话……
would get all these answers, 就会找到一切答案，
and somehow when I got back, I would feel different. 并且等我回来时，我就会感到不同。
But I don't. 但是我没有。
My parents aren't really my parents. 我的父母不是我的亲生父母。
[Sighs]
And my real parents... 我的亲生父母……
tried to abort me. 想要抛弃我。
And I have a brother. 而且我还有个哥哥。
Well, I had a brother. 对，我曾经有个哥哥。
He died shortly after the, um... 他生下来没多久就死了。
I'm angry at my parents for not telling me sooner... 我对父母没早点告诉我这些很生气……
and making me think that I was just like everybody else. 而让我觉得我和其他人没有区别。
I'm angry at my real mom... 我生我亲妈的气……
for... for not wanting me. 因为……因为她不要我。
Why didn't she want me? What's so wrong with me? 她为什么不要我？ 我哪儿做错了？
I found her. 我找到了她。
And she still doesn't want me. 她还是不要我。
And I feel guilty. 我感到很内疚。
Part of me feels like... 部分的我觉得好像……
[Sighs]
He should be alive... 他应该活下来……
and I shouldn't. 不应该是我。
I wonder if he would have been a better person than me, 我想知道他能否是个比我好的人，
what he would have been like. 他会是什么样。
I just- I... 我只是……
I just hate myself... 我只是讨厌我自己……
for feeling this way. 这么想。
[Exhales]
I see. 我明白了。
[Exhales]
This, uh, cathedral... 这个，嗯，大教堂……
was built in 1893. 是1893年建的。
Named for Saint Paul the Apostle. 叫做Saint Paul the Apostle.
It's... 它…… [Chuckles]
Magnificent. 富丽堂皇。
He wrote a letter to the church at Colossae and said, 他给教廷写了封信说，
"Because we have been forgiven by God, “因为我们已经被上帝宽恕了，
we should forgive each other." 我们将彼此宽恕。”
In Christ, you are forgiven. 在基督教里，你被宽恕了。
And because you are forgiven, 因为你被宽恕，
you have the power to forgive. 你就拥有宽恕别人的权利。
To choose to forgive. 选择宽恕。
Let it go. 随它去吧。
Hatred is a... 怨恨是……
burden... 负担……
you no longer need to carry. 你不再想背负的负担。
Only in forgiveness... 只有怀有宽仁之心……
can you be free, Hannah. 你才能自由，Hannah.
A forgiveness that is... 宽容之心……
well beyond your grasp... 超出了你的控制……
or mine. 包括我的。
[Chuckles]
A forgiveness that you... 宽容之心……
you can't find on a trip... 不是你能通过一次旅行……
or even in this cathedral. 或者在这个大教堂中就能找到的。
"But if the Son shall set you free, “但是如果圣子令你自由，
you will be free indeed." 你将真正获得自由。”
Well... [Laughs] 嗯……
I guess you'd better close up then, huh? 我猜你最好逐渐靠近，怎么样？
What was your brother's name? 你哥哥叫什么？
His name was Jonathan. 他叫Jonathan.
Jonathan wants you to live your life, Hannah. Jonathan想要你做你自己，Hannah.
Live it to the full. 完完全全的自己。
[Knocking]
Come in. 进。
[Sighs] Um...
I've been giving this a lot of thought, 我想了好多，
and I wanted to tell you that I... 我想对你说……
am sorry. 对不起。
I'm sorry that I... 很抱歉我……
overreacted. 反应过度了。
So you're still enrolled in school. 这么说你可以继续上学了。
Thanks, Dad. 谢谢爸爸。
And I think you should probably pack. 而且我想你应该开始打包。
What for? 为什么？
What's this? 这是什么？
I know that you need to finish this. 我知道你想结束这个。
But, with your permission, 但是，如果你允许，
I'd like to be there when you do. 我愿意和你一起去。
Uh...
But there is this one place I would like to take you... 但是，我只想带你去这一个地方，
on the way, if it's okay with you. 如果你同意的话。
Sure. 当然。
The doctor said there wasn't much brain activity, but... 医生说不该有什么脑活动的，但是……
I saw him smile. 我看到他笑了。
We truly believed that God would heal him. 我们真诚滴相信上帝会拯救他的。
We were just so young, we didn't know what to tell ourselves, 我们那时太年轻，我们不知道怎么和自己说。
so naturally we never told you. 所以自然也从不告诉你。
Days became years, years became decades, 日复一日，年复一年，
and you still didn't know. 你仍然不知道。
After he died, I just remember holding you. 他死后，我们只记得抱着你。
I would hold you for hours. I would not let you out of my sight. 我要长久地抱着你。 我不想让你离开我的视线。
'Cause I was afraid that if I lost you too... 因为我害怕同样失去你……
So I would just hold you because I couldn't let go. 于是我只是紧紧抱着你，因为我不想失去你。
And, sweetheart, I still haven't. 终于，宝贝，我没有失去你。
[Sniffling] And I'm sorry, Hannah. I'm sorry for the journal. 对不起，Hannah. 日记的事我很抱歉。
I'm sorry for keeping so much from you, for how controlling I've been. 抱歉看你那么紧，抱歉一直控制你。
But, sweetheart, it's not because I don't trust you. 但是，宝贝，不是因为我不相信你。
It's because I'm trying, honestly, to learn how to trust God again. 事实上，是因为我在努力重新相信上帝。
So please, 所以，请
don't, uh... 不要，哦…
Dad. 爸爸。
Yeah?
I...
I love you. 我爱你。
And it's okay. 好了。
Yeah?
Thank you for bringing me here. 谢谢你带我来这儿。
Sure this is how you wanna do it? 确信你要怎么做吗？
[Mouths Word]
S... [Intercom Beeps]
Stacy, can...
[Sniffles]
[Sobbing]
[Phone Ringing]
[Beep] Hello?
Jason. It's Dr. Lawson. 我是Dr. Lawson.
Listen, I wanted to say that I assumed the worst about you. 听着，我想说，我设想了你的最坏情况。
But Hannah talked to me. 但是Hannah和我说了。
She told me how you treated her with respect, 她告诉我你如何给她足够的尊重，
how much you cared, 你有多在乎，
and I think you should call her. 而且我想你应该给她打电话。
I, uh...
Listen, I'm not saying that I think you have to call her. 我想你必须打给她。
But I just think that you should. 但是我只是想你应该打。
I'm not trying to pry. 我不是在刺探。
I just want to know what your intentions are about my daughter. 我只是想知道你对我的女儿有什么打算。
I love her. 我爱她。
You need to call her. 你应该打给她。
Yeah. [Chuckles] Okay. Yeah.
I-I definitely will. 我肯定会的。
Thanks. 谢谢。
Ah, this stupid... 这个傻……
Hi, baby. Hi.
♪♪ [Piano, Man Singing]
[Chuckles]
[Phone Ringing]
Oh.
[Hannah] Hello?
What? A date? 什么？约会？
Like, me and you? 像是，我和你？
[Luggage Tumbling Down Stairs]
What about my dad? 我爸怎么办？
Yeah. I mean, I do. I mean... I will. 是的，我是说，我愿意。
♪♪ [Continues] Are you sure?
♪ I wish you might ♪
Bye.
♪ Oh-ohh ♪
♪ If everything ♪
♪ You said to me ♪ [Squealing]
♪ Has been true ♪
♪ Mm-mmm ♪
♪ Then all my stars are leading ♪
♪ Me to you ♪
♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪♪
♪♪ [Continues, Fades] [Hannah] This is stupid.
You're stupid. You wanna ruin the surprise? Yes! 你真蠢。 你要破坏这个惊喜吗？是的！
I dressed for dinner. Five times, actually. Five times? 我为晚宴打扮。 五次，实际上。五次？
I don't go on a lot of dates, obviously. 显然我没有过那么多约会。
Yeah.
Whoa! I'm good. Okay. Are you sure? 好了。 真的吗？
My dad is scary. Yeah, I know that. 我爸很可怕。 我知道。
Okay, ready? Three, two, one. Open 'em. 准备好了？ 3、2、1，开！
♪ Ahhh ♪
I thought you should finish. 我以为你已经结束了。
Finish what? Your play. 结束什么？ 你的戏剧 。
What do you think? 你以为呢？
I think we need actors. 我想我们需要男演员。
Don't worry. I was in a play once. 别担心。 我演过一次戏。
Kindergarten. Okay. 幼儿园的时候。
I was Sheep #5. 我演5号小绵羊。
Helo, Desmond. You can dispense with the pleasantries. 你可以不开玩笑了。
A bit trifle, don't you think? 一点点，你不觉得吗？
I think... [Laughs] 我觉得……
They ex... They have high exp... They have expec... Standards for me. 他们…他们给我…指定了标准。
Standards for me. 我的标准。
- I'm pretty terrible, aren't I? - Yes. 我很糟，是吗？ 是的。
Yeah. Well, look, when I was Sheep #5, I didn't have lines. 你看，我演5号羊的时候，没有台词。
I just- I wore a sweaty wool suit. 我只是-穿着羊毛外套。
I did not just say that. That is ridiculous. 我不止说的这些。 太可笑了。
Um... I don't suppose you're talking to... 嗯…我不想你提这事……
[Laughing]
[Man] ♪ Love as an anchor ♪
[No Audible Dialogue] ♪ There's nothing to do ♪
♪ But give in ♪
♪ Give in ♪
♪ Mirrorless eyes ♪
♪ Give off a reflection ♪
♪ The moonlight is fair ♪
♪ As we rise again ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Can we move on ♪
♪ From the love we've left ♪
♪ Behind? ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Can we move on ♪
♪ From the love ♪
♪ We'll never find ♪
♪ We're giving into ♪
♪ The sweet desperation ♪
♪ When all this is through ♪
♪ We'll give in Give in ♪
♪ Channels of grace ♪
♪ Give off the aroma ♪
♪ Of love mixed with pain ♪
♪ And hope raised again ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Can we move on ♪
♪ From the love ♪
♪ We've left behind? ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Can we move on ♪
♪ From the love ♪
♪ We'll never find? ♪
Okay, I think this is the last of it. 我想这是最后一个了。
Call us. All right? 给我们打电话。好吗？
Let us know who your roommate is. 告诉我们你的室友是谁。
- Try not to pick anybody too weird. - I'll be fine, Dad. 别和怪人交往。 我没事，爸爸。
I promise. [Laughing] Okay. 我保证。
I've gotta go. 我得走啦。
Bye, Dad. Hey. 再见，爸爸。 嘿。
Mmm. Bye, sweetie. 再见，宝贝。
Mr. Lawson.
♪ Give off the aroma ♪
♪ Of love mixed with pain ♪
♪ And hope raised again ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Can we move on ♪
♪ From the love ♪
♪ We've left behind? ♪
♪♪ [Fades]
Thank you. 谢谢你。
For what? 为了什么？
For wanting me. 为了要我。
♪ From the love we'll never find? ♪
[Gasps] Gotta go. 走啦。
You gotta go. 你得走啦。
I love you, baby. 我爱你，宝贝。
♪ The world is broken ♪
♪ Into many pieces ♪
♪ But the brokenness ♪
♪ Is beautiful ♪
♪ My heart is broken ♪
♪ By beauty's mysteries ♪
♪ But the brokenness ♪
♪ Is beautiful ♪
♪ Is beautiful ♪♪
Um, well, initially, Jon called me. 嗯，最初，Jon给我打电话。
He said, "We think that you would play the birth mother in this film." 他说“我们想你可以在这个电影里演那个生母。”
Jon e-mailed me the script, Jon把剧本电邮给我。
and of course I was so excited, 自然我是十分期待。
I think I sat down that very night. 我想我就在那个夜晚坐了下来。
I got to the point of the birth mother, 我谈了那个生母的重点，
and, um, I was... I was so overwhelmed. 我，我是那么受宠若惊。
I started crying over it because... 我开始哭，因为…
the story actually had been truly written for me. 这个故事实际上就是给我写的。
And Jon and Andy didn't even know my backstory at all. 而且他们根本不知道我的背后故事。
And she read it... 她读了它……
and literally called me back, just weeping about the script and said, 打回给我，为剧本哭泣并且说，
"How did you know?" 你怎么知道？
And we said, "What are you talking about?" 我们说，“你说什么?"
And she said, um, "Twenty years ago I was working in a law firm"... 她说，“20年前我就在一家律师事务所工作”
Which is very similar to the story. 和故事很像。
She said she was in a relationship, she found out she was pregnant... 她说她那时有一段感情经历，她发现她怀孕了……
and she decided to have an abortion. 她决定打胎。
[Rigby] It was easier to get rid of the child, 打掉孩子很容易，
to not be questioned again, 不再被询问，
rather than to have a child... 比养个孩子容易……
and be looked upon at that time like another failure. 而且那时候被看做另一次失败。
Um...
[Chuckles] And...
so many times, 那么多次，
uh, I think especially as young women, 我想特别是年轻女人，
we carry that, um... 我们担负着，
that burden that we're gonna look like a failure, 那个我们看做一次失败的负担，
that... that it's shameful. 那真是羞耻。
And, um, you know, you can hide a secret for a long time... 你知道，你可以保守一个秘密很长时间……
of abortion... 堕胎的……
unless you verbally speak about it. 除非你说漏了。
"Nobody knows. 没人知道。
Nobody knows except my husband, my therapist and some people like that." 没人知道，除了我丈夫，我的主治医师等那些人。
And we were blown away by that. 我们被震惊了。
And she said, "I feel like this is God telling me it's time for me to share my story." 她说“我觉得这是上帝的旨意让我分享我的故事”
I just remember hearing Jon on the other line going, "Wow. Like, wow." 我就听见 Jon在电话那头“wow，好，wow。”
From the post-abortive mother, it was very important to be very sensitive to that... 从准备堕胎的母亲那里，知道敏感很重要……
and for this to be a healing movie for them. 对这部疗伤电影来说。
And so having Shari's voice and having her play the role was just phenomenal... 所以用Shari的声音并让她出演这个角色……
to make sure that that came across very authentic and very sensitive. 显然非常真实可信非常感人。
[Jon Erwin] Uh, I think... I think as we went forward, 我想我们拍下去的时候，
uh, and filmed her scene, 拍到她的场面，
she wasn't acting. 她不是在演戏。
I mean, it was as real as you could get. 我是说她太真实了，超乎你的想象。
It was one of the more moving things I've ever seen. 这是我见过的最感人的事了。
[Rigby] We went into it, and I remember the cameras rolling and... 我们都进戏了，我记得胶片在卷动……
I just- Right as I walked into the room, I just knew that... 我走进房间，我知道……
I just knew that the Lord was with me... 我知道主与我同在……
and that it was just... 它正在疗伤。
complete healing.
And the moment that I slide down that door and that I'm crying... 那个时刻我关上门开始哭泣……
and I'm feeling that... 我感到……
That wasn't acting. 那不是演戏。
That was my moment with God, 那是我和上帝在一起。
and him with me, 他和我，
to say, "It's okay, it's over, 说：“没事了，结束了，
and you've been forgiven." 你被宽恕了。”
[Man] ♪ We have it all ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Life is beautiful ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Life is beautiful ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Livin' and dyin' ♪
♪ Laughin' and cryin' ♪
♪ We have the whole world ♪
♪ Or have nothin' ♪
♪ I know there are hard times ♪
♪ But we make it ♪
♪ With every sunrise ♪
♪ Comes a new life ♪
♪ These are the things ♪
♪ That make us feel like ♪
♪ We have it all ♪
♪ These are the times ♪
♪ That make us realize ♪
♪ We have it all ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Life is beautiful ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Life is beautiful ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Life is beautiful ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ A father's love ♪
♪ A wedding dance ♪
♪ New year's dreams ♪
♪ A toast with friends ♪
♪ A soldier comin' home from war ♪
♪ A faith, a hope for so much more ♪
♪ A brand-new life ♪
♪ A mother's prayer ♪
♪ Shooting stars ♪
♪ Ocean air ♪
♪ A lover's kiss ♪
♪ And hard good-byes ♪
♪ Fireworks ♪
♪ And Christmas lights ♪
♪ These are the things ♪
♪ That make us feel ♪
♪ Alive ♪
♪ These are the times ♪
♪ That make us realize ♪
♪ Life is beautiful ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Life is beautiful ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing]
♪ Life is beautiful ♪
♪♪ [Vocalizing] ♪ These are the days ♪
♪ That make us feel ♪
♪ Alive ♪ ♪ Life is beautiful ♪